Saturday, 20 June 2015

to date

21 pilots
"Stressed Out"

I wish I found some better sounds no one's ever heard,
I wish I had a better voice that sang some better words,
I wish I found some chords in an order that is new,
I wish I didn't have to rhyme every time I sang,

I was told when I get older all my fears would shrink,
But now I'm insecure and I care what people think.

My name's 'Blurryface' and I care what you think.
My name's 'Blurryface' and I care what you think.

Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol' days,
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we're stressed out.
Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol' days,
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we're stressed out.

We're stressed out.

Sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young,
How come I'm never able to identify where it's coming from,
I'd make a candle out of it if I ever found it,
Try to sell it, never sell out of it, I'd probably only sell one,

It'd be to my brother, 'cause we have the same nose,
Same clothes homegrown a stone's throw from a creek we used to roam,
But it would remind us of when nothing really mattered,
Out of student loans and treehouse homes we all would take the latter.

My name's 'Blurryface' and I care what you think.
My name's 'Blurryface' and I care what you think.

Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol' days,
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we're stressed out.
Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol' days,
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we're stressed out.

We used to play pretend, give each other different names,
We would build a rocket ship and then we'd fly it far away,
Used to dream of outer space but now they're laughing at our face,
Saying, "Wake up, you need to make money."


We used to play pretend, give each other different names,
We would build a rocket ship and then we'd fly it far away,
Used to dream of outer space but now they're laughing at our face,
Saying, "Wake up, you need to make money."


Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol' days,
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we're stressed out.
Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol' days,
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we're stressed out.

Used to play pretend, used to play pretend, bunny
We used to play pretend, wake up, you need the money
Used to play pretend, used to play pretend, bunny
We used to play pretend, wake up, you need the money
We used to play pretend, give each other different names,
We would build a rocket ship and then we'd fly it far away,
Used to dream of outer space but now they're laughing at our face,
Saying, "Wake up, you need to make money."



something to chillout
yeah overly thinking do hurt your head sometimes


but yeah lets end the pretending
grow up
rationalize
future don't wait, Blurryface

Tuesday, 13 January 2015

membandingkan perbandingan

dalam hidup nih banyak pilihan
dalam memutuskan pilihan perbandingan dilakukan
okay itu obvious


jauh sikit
kita mula bandingkan kita dengan yang lain
berdasarkan pengalaman peribadi hati mula tergugat
secara tidak langsung wujud persoalan kepada sang Pencipta
benteng iman yang teguh diperlukan
agar tidak sesat
duniawi semata


dalam sikit
berkisarkan diri sendiri
membandingkan diri dahulu
membandingkan diri sekarang
mencari punca perubahan
ta seimbang
yang buruk meninggi
yang baik menghilang
salahkan pilihan yang dipilih?
takdir?
keadaan semasa?
persekitaran?
atau jati diri yang goyah
iman yang menipis
      hormat yang tua kerana banyak pahalanya
      hormat yang muda kerana kurang dosanya
bila tersasar
merangkak semula mencari landasan yang satu
yang benar
selagi sinar insaf belum padam


okay
rasanya ada lagi aplikasi perbandingan yang lain
buat masa ini, ini saja yang terlintas
seperti exam baru baru ini
notes ada tujuh lapan points
aku hanya ingat empat

dunia bercabang
menyukarkan pencarian
akhirat yang lurus
hmmm
Assalamualaikum wbt

Monday, 5 January 2015

kau ta bagitahu pun?!

kau ta bagitahu pun?!

okay ini boleh jadi sebab yang berpunca daripada miscommunication
ataupun misunderstanding
mungkin juga memang sengaja
dan berkemungkinan seseorang itu pelupa

"oh kau ta bagitahu pun yang kau etc etc etc"
"kau ta tanya"
"takan kena tanya kud kata kawan"
"takan aku na canang cerita aku satu dunia"
"fine"

*menangis
"kau okay ta?"
*sedut hingus "okay ja"
"kalau ada apa apa story dengan aku"
*senyum

"aku dengar kau etc etc etc"
"eh mana pula kau dengar"
"ta betul ke?"
"ta" "baik kau bagitahu kau dengar dari mana"

"aku sebenarnya etc etc etc"
"oh"
"kenapa macam ta terkejut?"
"da tahu lama da tapi tunggu kau cerita sendiri"

"weh, kau kena etc etc etc"
"hmm"
*suatu jangka masa kemudian
"kenapa aku ta tahu aku kena etc etc etc pun"
"aku da bagitahu lha"
"bila?"
"hari tuh"
"ada ke?"

"kau nih kan etc etc etc"
"yeke?"
"ye"
"kenapa dia ta cakap sendiri?"

"aku ta suka lha orang yang etc etc etc nih"
"aku etc etc etc juga" "jadi kau ta suka aku?"

okay macam macam lagi lha
apapun jujur itu penting
tapi kalau pahit sangat baik senyap
kan?

ataupun approaching yang takan malukan mana mana pihak

orang dulu dulu kata infact phrase nih masih digunakan lagi kud,
dia tuh mulut ja jahat tapi hati baik.

my opinion,
LIKE SERIOUSLY NONSENSE
explanation: kau cakap apa yang terlintas dalam fikiran kau, jadi apa yang didalam terpancar ke luar
agree?
tapi kisah pula
sikit