dream 1
there's a man who I really like (basically a crush, hard crush). he is a really successful man. so I apply to work under him (closer to him) as one of his assistant. somehow my application getting approval. yeay me. I'm very happy and excited to work under him (closer to him). I'm work hard to get noticed and being obvious that I like him. but he is indifferent towards me. its okay. I still love and enjoy my job. one day, we had outside-office assignment. in the crowd I see that my crush need help. therefore, I hurriedly offer my little help. however, he pretend that he did not see me trying to help him and left me to go to other place. being dumbstruck, I just realized that he acting like that maybe because he hate me. I'm so embarrassed with myself and sad. why I'm so idiot to believe that my crush, a perfect man, will eventually like me if he know me. my eyes become watery. I left the crowd to the nearest toilet because I don't want anybody saw that I'm sad. I calmed myself, alone, at the toilet. when I actually calmed myself, I seek my teammates. however, they're nowhere to be found. I was left alone. they're probably have gone back to office. that place was unfamiliar but I just looking for public transport to go back to our company. back at the company, I was getting scolded for coming back late. I told them that I got lost after going to the toilet. I guess they understand my situation since I'm not getting scolded anymore and they don't want anybody to be in that situation anymore. all members left the meeting room except for me and my crush. he walks towards me and asking why I suddenly disappeared. I just look down at the floor. he raised his voice and asking again the same question. I'm stuttering, how I'm supposed to tell him that I'm sad to know he hate me. I'm scared actually seeing him suddenly so angry like that because in the meeting back then he really quiet and seem really don't care about me. then he tell me don't disappear like that again and give a soft pat on my head before left the meeting room. I'm confused. what did just happen? did he care for me? as an assistant or as a woman? I'm so sad again because I misunderstood him. I really thought he hate me but he doesn't hate me.
dream 2
there's a really good looking and lovable junior at my school. however, I'm a delinquent student, a selfish one who always cause trouble. but somehow this innocent junior want to be my friend. since he's a cute boy, why not I just be his friend. somehow we became close friend. I started to like him. when I skipped class somehow I can find him skipped class too. I really feel like I'm a bad influence. one day, I got into a big trouble and getting expelled. I told him that we might not friends and not seeing each other again as I'm a troublesome and eventually will drag him too into some mess. to my surprised he confess that he really like me and will to accept my all include all flaw. I'm so touched with his confession but I told him I can't accept him confession eventhough I like him too. he really begged me to accept him.
dream 3
there's a cold but amazing guy at my academy. I'm not good with studying however I were in same class with the excellent student with my bare minimum result. one day, my lecture give us hard assignment. realize that I've might failed the whole semester if I failed this assignment. I decided to ask that guy to help me. he rejected to help me at first. so I offer him I will help him later if he help me. to my surprised he agreed eventhough I'm kinda feel weird if the excellent student really need help from such a helpless student. so we promise to help each other. I passed my assignment. later, he need my help on other day. but on that particular I forgot to help. I were late to help him which cause him trouble. it really hurt to see him in trouble. I'm deeply sorry towards him. he forgave me but I'm still uncomfortable. I'm were haunted by my guilt.
dream 4
there's an event that our company need to attend. my partner (a man, a colleague) and I were our company representatives. at the event, my partner introduce me towards his relatives (a beautiful woman). we had little chat then her partner arrived. she introduced him to me. to my surprise, her partner actually is my friend but she introduced him with other name. I'm puzzled. later, me and her partner were left alone. I asked his name again. he answered with the introduced name. because I feel weird with that unfamiliar name, I started teasing him. actually we were pretty close and have a lot teasing each other before. but he suddenly getting annoyed and mad at me for keeping teasing his name. he explained that he had to use other name to his partner (the beautiful woman) because she can't pronounced his name properly. haha. but then he become quiet and smile disappeared from his face. uh oh. he really mad at me. I need to console him. I asked him playfully that he cannot stay mad at me right. I repeated the question again. on my third try, he start smiling and answering that he don't know if he can stay mad at me. seeing that he started to smile I said that I've been know that you cannot stay mad at me. as I'm happy and relieved he don't mad at me, he said that he also don't know why he become soft-hearted with me. hearing that make me realized that I'm become playfully only at him and feel a sudden weird feeling.
p/s: sorry for long post. its actually not my style
